I am following this prompt from Bloganuary and the question is What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it? I am scared to do a lot of things but the one thing I’m most scared to do…
Put me out here more.
I’m shy or what most would call an introvert. I can blame it on me being fat but I was also like this when I was skinny. I don’t like people and I’m a loner for the most part. I think it’s because I’m an only child and I don’t have any cousins (1 but we don’t speak that doesn’t count) my friends have their own life and I hate to be a bother and I just don’t do well with a lot of people.
Do you know how far I could be if I would put my personality on camera like I do on paper.
How far I could be if I were extroverted and spoke up more.
This blog could be a real influencer money making machine with my personality if I were to show it.
but I don’t. I’m afraid of being bullied. I’m afraid of being a meme. I’m afraid of what others will say. I know it shouldn’t matter but it does.
What would it take for me to do it? Me losing my job lol cause I know I gotta make money and I already have the audience and platform. Time…more help. I don’t have a village I think if I did I could even pull off faceless influencing. I don’t know but I know one thing I can write my ass off and for now that’s good enough for me.
